August 2012
Dear Ali Mahdi,
I went to work today.....trying to look like a mountain, trying to project immense strength....I walked into a room full of colleagues....some who I was briefly acquainted with, some new.....
I hope someday in the very near future, these awesome people will be your teachers.....I already refer to them in my head as your teachers.....Mrs. Panju is so amazing! I know I will learn much from her....Mrs. Farheen is so good with kids... I already see her as your teacher. I do hope you get to study at Wali ul Asr.
Everyone was made aware upon my request to Mrs. Panju, that I am going to divorce your father....So everyone was keeping a respectful distance from me.... a couple of your teachers came and asked me and I did break down. It's so easy to breakdown these days.... I wish I didn't......vulnerability is not a good place to be in..........
So many feelings to deal with.....the one that tops them all is this seperation from you......
I had trusted your father...........
Dear Ali Mahdi,
I went to work today.....trying to look like a mountain, trying to project immense strength....I walked into a room full of colleagues....some who I was briefly acquainted with, some new.....
I hope someday in the very near future, these awesome people will be your teachers.....I already refer to them in my head as your teachers.....Mrs. Panju is so amazing! I know I will learn much from her....Mrs. Farheen is so good with kids... I already see her as your teacher. I do hope you get to study at Wali ul Asr.
Everyone was made aware upon my request to Mrs. Panju, that I am going to divorce your father....So everyone was keeping a respectful distance from me.... a couple of your teachers came and asked me and I did break down. It's so easy to breakdown these days.... I wish I didn't......vulnerability is not a good place to be in..........
So many feelings to deal with.....the one that tops them all is this seperation from you......
I had trusted your father...........
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